Monday, September 26, 2005

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God,
Help me. I don't know what I'm suppose to be doing right now. Am I on a M-trip or what? It doesn't feel the same. I'd say that meant I wasn't suppose to be here, but I know You're the only reason I'm here. I'm confused. I don't know what it is You want me to do here. I just can't seem to get my head wrapped around this program. I know what the class part of this is, but the M part is where I'm having the trouble. We're suppose to go out and introduce ourselves to the shop people here, so that they get use to seeing us around. Building relationships, got it. But then what? Maybe I'm just in a weird mood today. Jesus, I need You. I love You. Please hold and comfort me. Father, hear my prayer.

Your wondering child,
stella

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dear Stella,
I am sending you big smiles and big hugs right now...I hope you feel them! I will continue to be praying for you. When I was in Canada I constantly wondered why I was there. I knew it was God's will for me to be there, I really wanted to know the purpose of why I was there. Well, God eventually showed me that I don't have to know why I am somewhere, I might never know why I spent five weeks in Moose Jaw, SK. But, God knows and that is all that matters. He has you in His hand and even though you are stressed and wondering why you are in Wales right now, HE HAS GOT YOU! The Lord is going to bless your obedience to Him. Well, sorry this is so long. It just seems like you need some encouragement. I will say a special prayer for you tonight! I love you so much and I miss you like crazy.
Talk to you soon!
Brandi

Anonymous said...

I love you! I am sorry that this is how you are feeling. I know that you need a mission. I am praying for you! Love you lots, and lots, and lots, and lots, and lots, and lots, and lots!!!!

Anonymous said...

I'm positive that God will show you your purpose for being there. I'll be prayinig for you!
Cilla

Melanie said...

Dear Lord,
I pray a special prayer right now for my sister in Christ, Stella. Please bring her the comfort that you promise us in your word in John 14:27. This peace doesn't come from the world because if it did it would be an imperfect peace. But you, Holy One, give us a holy peace because you yourself are holy. For that, we give you the praise and glory you deserve. Continue to bless Stella in her work for the Kingdom of God. And may she truly know your peace which surpasses all understanding. In Christ,
Amen

Anonymous said...

Stella I love you girl!
I wish that you were back home... I plan on calling you soon so you better dish out some quarters!!!
mUCH LOVE
MikeyT

Anonymous said...

The whole FBC-D youth group prayed for you tonight. (And there were about 15 there!!!!!!!!)

We LOVE you & LIKE YOU TOO!
M.O.M.