Friday, November 04, 2005

Have you seen her?



I love and miss you very much, Jessica!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey stella I thought you were gonna call me last week at 4. Well, I am doing pretty good. I am fixing to be out of credit card debt. And I have and auditon for Bush Gardens in December. I don't know what I want though. I guess you could say I'm torn. I really want to do this bush gardens thing...it pays 450.00 dollars a week. But I also want to stay here and graduate and move to chicago to go to Second City. I suppose I will pray for an answer. Well, I really miss you...and can't wait to see you. I am counting down the days. I don't have a calander so I am writing it down on my wall. I probably moving out soon anyway so I just leave them the mess..LOL no not really. SO...continuing on...I have seriously grown up a lot since you've been gone. I have learned how to do things on my own...and count on myself...which is not a bad thing...it just means if you decide to go somewhere else again..then I will know how to deal with problems on my own if I have to. Mom called me the other day and said " Josh...yeah...i see you have called stella three times...and um...well...that racked up 53.00 on the phone bill...could you kind of cut it down..thanks love ya bye." I almost pee-ed. So that's why I havn't called. About my credit card debt. I tried to go through Wells Fargo but they turned me down... which is why I love Sallie Mae. I got a loan from them( that I don't have to pay back unitl I graduate) 7000.00 dollars split between two semesters. Prais god for that. I am gonna cut up my credit cards except for one. and that will be the end forever. If people want to go out to eat or something and I don't have the money...I will stay home and read a book or something. Call me later okies..
Love you
Josh