My brain hurts. I did an hour and a half worth of homework and because I'm a moron I got to do it all over again. I just love it when that happens. Because I can never remember exactly how I wrote it the first time, so it drives me crazy that the first time was prob better. Of course because I had to redo this one question I discovered that it was kinda a trick question so that made me use my little brain even more. I love to figure things out. It's fun! But it hurts my brain if I do it for a long period of time.
Well, I guess that's it for now. God, thank You for all that You've been teaching me about worship and what it means to really worship You. You are so cool. And You have this ability to be so complex at times and then so simple in the same moment that it takes my breath away when I study about You. I love You! Take care of my family and friends! I hope that one day they'll get to meet You if they haven't already. Father, for the ones that do know You reveal something cool to them. I pray that each of them would have a moment everyday where You just take their breath away by something they've never seen or heard about You before. Thank You for everything You've done with and thru me during my time here. Forgive me for my whining. I know that even though it hurts to get sharpened You are getting all the glory for it in the end. Thank You for sharpening me somewhere that there are so many people to pour themselves and all You've taught them into me. You have perfect timing! I love You! Thank You for hearing my prayers. Bless this part of Your church, Father, strengthen them. Take their fear away. Allow them to see that they are being deceived, and that to grow they must change. Amen.
I love and miss all of you guys!! I'm hear for you if you need me. I'm just an email away!
~Stella
Ps. Ginny Humber if you haven't done so already.... check your facebook messages. Know that what happened and what you thought happened with your comment are two different things. I love you and I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong idea!
Pps. I love you Mommy! I love you Daddy! I like you Valerie (inside joke)! I love you Marty! I miss everyone of you more and more everyday. Know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you everyday, even though I don't get to call you everyday and tell you. Mom and Dad, I thank you for all that you two have taught and keep teaching me. Thank you for showing me God. He is the greatest gift you could have given to me ( and to Valerie and Marty as well). Thank you for standing behind me, even when you didn't want to, and trusting that God knew what He was doing. It means the world to me that you can let me go to do God's work. Thank you for being that faithful to Him. May He continue to bless you always! Thank you Valerie, for putting up with a psycho sister like me. Thank you for "running" the apartment while I'm here. I'll never be able to repay you for that, but I'm gonna sure try when I get back. Marty, thank you for showing me that I was wrong to ever worry about you sticking to your faith in God. I'm so proud of you for standing firm in your faith even though you've moved out on your own. Thank you both (V&M) for not just being my little "children" and my siblings but for being two of my most valued friends! I love you four more than I'll ever be able to tell you or show you in my lifetime!
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I'm sitting here trying not to be a "fruit inspector". Trying to "let" God deal with all these people who don't do what they are supposed to do. Then I come to this, and just read it and cry. Happy tears. I am so proud of the path you are following. I admire your courage, your commitment, and your faith. I love you!
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