Life Pondering

After about a six year break from the dating scene, I have re-entered. I now understand Paul's views on Christians remaining single. I had forgotten the extra effort required to keep God as your focus. I find myself struggling to keep up. My days are suddenly full. I'm now playing the game of what can I move around in order to spend time with the guy I'm dating and spend time with the consistent Man in my life, Jesus. It's amazing how a relationship with someone can completely change your world around.

I'm not complaining about being in a relationship, I'm just sharing the struggles I'm having right now. I pray that God will teach me how to fix this. I don't like feeling like God is a stranger. I'm used to Him being the only One in my life. I doted upon Him. And now I find myself trying to remember the last time I had a quite time where all I did was focused on Him.

I love you, God, even though I've done a horrible job of showing it lately. Forgive me.

~Stella

Question

Why do we silly humans fall in love with people that can't love us back?